samedi 23 octobre 2010

Even if I've changed compare me when I stayed with you
I can not return to the places that I have been nevermore
Only you give me the will to live
Don't want to give you up anymore
Just feel of you
making all kinds of unnecessary noise
I wish could be with you, and I want to escape from here
I wander aimlessly out of the library
Even if I've changed compare me when I stayed with you
I can not return to the places that I have been nevermore
Detach from your past,
The seasons do not pass
The holes in my heart are being filled
Being alone must truly be depressing,
All the depressing things I had come to know,
now, resurrect her precious life.
 
You have your own story and tears
 Don’t rush to turn them into happiness
The rainbow of our bond has formed
Now let me change this into a comedy 
The blank pages have begun to run out

Wherever you may be, they won’t ever disappear
And someday, you’ll be able to laugh again
Saying goodbye to this halfhearted tale 
Take off your shoe and run
If you don’t, I won’t be able to look for you
I’m quite sure of it, everything’s going to be fine
No matter what anyone else ever says
These are the things that I treasure the most
The seasons will continue to revolve
Discovering every bit of you
is my true goal and desire

mardi 19 octobre 2010

I started walking on my own two feet
Because it’s sad being alone

Having been reminded of those wordsI want to see you
 
I started walking on my own two feet
Because it’s sad being alone

Our souls are like a raging blaze
I was going to stab you with a knife
and take your life from you

 

with all my might

 you with all my might 
Our souls are like a raging blaze
Your heart that has been touched and now shaken
I’ll pour in my love using these wet lips
Everything here is meant only for you
I’m going to embrace you with all my might
 
My heavy thoughts are in a distant prayer
Wondering if they will ever reach her
Everything I see is but a blur for my mind

 

In my soul I wish
That for just one night
Are they lost in time
Are they gone for good


Only to return
After years had passed
And I see the past
As I breathe familiar air
Live out here now
And we got the news today
They’re going to make me
But the memories
Keep coming out
As if saved for a rainy day
The walls have faded
And far away I’ve roamed
I returned back here
That I was gone
When life was not quite right
I still could hear
 
until you die
just so I can make you realize
Running in the summer sun
After many years
I returned back here
feel like Im rotting away inside.
Little dead pieces of me fall off as I fade away slowly,

How can you separate yourself like that?
How can you go on with you smiles and laughter
But you never call.
Even the air freezes around me in discontent and sadness.
A feeling of empty, a feeling of grief and sorrow.


✖✖

The sun will not shine
I sometimes wonder if this life Im leading is ever going to end,
but then again all I can think of is seeking my revenge.
I don’t blame you for any of this,
Who the hell was I?
but after all we have been through,